Closure

But not the kind I was hoping for. I didn't get the job at the school system. I was told that I was one of the finalists, but close don't count. I do have a new temp job starting next Tuesday, so that is good. There is another job I've applied for, too, so that may turn out to be something.

I'm not sure how I feel about all of this. Melancholy is the best word I guess. It felt wrong, so I wasn't too keyed up about getting it. I just... I'm getting tired of this limbo world. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy to be working in the temp jobs, it's keeping out heads above water. Security would be good.

But then again, even permanent jobs aren't all that secure.

*sigh*

I would like to do something, only I don't know what.