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I'm feeling very much -- outside of everything lately. Out of touch, on my own.
I'm sure it's my own fault (it usually is) and I'm sure it's just the same ol', same ol' and I'm just feeling it different -- that is the way it usually is, too.
It's odd because it's the way Myr is feeling, too. I don't know how to help her deal, mostly because I don't know how. I'm sure that makes it worse, somehow.
Speaking of Myr, she is going down to Madison to visit the UW tomorrow. Which is right when the Pres is going to be down there. Yikes! I'm sure she'll have a good time, no matter what. ETA: It turns out that she will be leaving MadTown by 1 pm and nothing is supposed to start down there until after 3. So she should miss most of everything. She's very disappointed in this. /ETA
I've got a bit of a cold, I'm sure that's part of the problem. It's fall and I should be getting outside and cleaning up the yard, and I haven't.
Mostly there's big changes afoot and I feel adrift.
I wrote a fic for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
usa_las. It got 3 "Best Fic" votes and 3 "Worst Fic" votes. I haven't gotten the feedback yet so I don't know the reasoning. It was such a simple throw-away fic that I honest thought it would be completely ignored. Boy, was I wrong! I was third vote getter in both the "Best" and "Worst" categories. I'm not quite sure I like Last Author Standing communities. Granted, I love the fact it's getting me writing something, but I balk at giving out "worst story" votes when I'm unsure on what criteria I can use. In any case, I look forward to reading the reasoning behind the votes.
I'd babble more, but I know that I should get some sleep or I'll really become maudlin. I just thought that putting up a post may make me feel as if I am here.
I'm sure it's my own fault (it usually is) and I'm sure it's just the same ol', same ol' and I'm just feeling it different -- that is the way it usually is, too.
It's odd because it's the way Myr is feeling, too. I don't know how to help her deal, mostly because I don't know how. I'm sure that makes it worse, somehow.
Speaking of Myr, she is going down to Madison to visit the UW tomorrow. Which is right when the Pres is going to be down there. Yikes! I'm sure she'll have a good time, no matter what. ETA: It turns out that she will be leaving MadTown by 1 pm and nothing is supposed to start down there until after 3. So she should miss most of everything. She's very disappointed in this. /ETA
I've got a bit of a cold, I'm sure that's part of the problem. It's fall and I should be getting outside and cleaning up the yard, and I haven't.
Mostly there's big changes afoot and I feel adrift.
I wrote a fic for
usa_las. It got 3 "Best Fic" votes and 3 "Worst Fic" votes. I haven't gotten the feedback yet so I don't know the reasoning. It was such a simple throw-away fic that I honest thought it would be completely ignored. Boy, was I wrong! I was third vote getter in both the "Best" and "Worst" categories. I'm not quite sure I like Last Author Standing communities. Granted, I love the fact it's getting me writing something, but I balk at giving out "worst story" votes when I'm unsure on what criteria I can use. In any case, I look forward to reading the reasoning behind the votes.I'd babble more, but I know that I should get some sleep or I'll really become maudlin. I just thought that putting up a post may make me feel as if I am here.
