It's just like me to post about wanting to post more, then disappear entirely for a week or more.
I'm swamped right now and suffering from a really bad case of writer's insecurity and it probably doesn't help that on my list of things to do LJ invariably is put far enough down that I don't even get to reading my friends list. It doesn't help that I second guess and edit to death every word I write (including these) until I just decide it will be easier to not write anything. And I have so much to do at work that I'm dragging it home with me and whenever I sit at the computer and do anything other than that work I feel guilty so I tend not to do anything on the computer.
Avoidance, thy name is Partly.
I've decided to take a large heavy object this weekend and beat my muse into submission and get back to writing. That and clean house, do grades, make a hobbit costume for Myr, finish my grades, help my Mom with some computer problems, make the "stuff holders" for my classroom, write up a couple lesson plans and organize the bills that I've been ignoring.
No problem.
I'm swamped right now and suffering from a really bad case of writer's insecurity and it probably doesn't help that on my list of things to do LJ invariably is put far enough down that I don't even get to reading my friends list. It doesn't help that I second guess and edit to death every word I write (including these) until I just decide it will be easier to not write anything. And I have so much to do at work that I'm dragging it home with me and whenever I sit at the computer and do anything other than that work I feel guilty so I tend not to do anything on the computer.
Avoidance, thy name is Partly.
I've decided to take a large heavy object this weekend and beat my muse into submission and get back to writing. That and clean house, do grades, make a hobbit costume for Myr, finish my grades, help my Mom with some computer problems, make the "stuff holders" for my classroom, write up a couple lesson plans and organize the bills that I've been ignoring.
No problem.
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Date: 2003-10-23 09:07 pm (UTC)From:Avoidance may be a tad harsh, it's not like a toilet that needs cleaning or a speech to give your daughter about the disparities in doing as I say but not as I do.
No worries love, we'll wait our turn for your attentions, and so will the drops of blood waiting to leap to your forehead. Do watcha gotta do and make no apologies, if you're busy, you're busy; Know what I mean?