partly

So. I have four days of work left. Three with kids and one without.

I will be having classes up to the last day, despite the fact that I should really be using that time to clean up and maintain the computers in the lab. Closing the computer lab early has never really been an option.

It used to bother me, but now anything that doesn't get done will be someone else's problem. I'm saying that a lot lately.

I'm not sure how I feel about not having my job any more. I would feel better if I had a new job. Right now, I'm kinda bleh. It's not that I don't love what I'm doing right now. I do. I just don't love it enough to spend the money and time to keep doing it.

Anyhow. I just don't know how I feel. Which is the problem.

I am getting used to the idea of not working, but life is so busy at work right now that I haven't time to come to any more conclusions than one: It's okay that I'm not coming back and I'm not going to panic about the future until the situation truly demands it.